Thursday, November 13, 2003
it's not a great feeling to know that someone looks down upon you. directed or implied, it makes you feel terrible. why is it that they assume? so are my actions objected or is it blown out of proportion? i still think it just another way of expression. think about it.
and am i lost amidst words? am i lunging out of the way of them for no reason? fill me in. you need not know what i am talking about. just tell me what you think i am supposed to know.
i was just reading all of your posts, and i came to one similarity among all of them. we are so negative. i mean, i used to be like that, just a little while back. but can you look at me and say, "i enjoy being in depression," and mean it? can you? do we love the solitude that our own shadows create? are we too frightened to be blinded by the light? do we enjoy all this? i know i didn't, and i'd hate for you guys to experience the same thing, too. it was not a happy month or so. and everything starts with outlook. everything you do has to be initiated with such an outlook that will make you want to do something, not have to do something. if you're not happy living, then what is there to look forward to?
for the lonely: you're not. for the fearful: it's not. for the unsure: it's fine. for the happy: you are.
thought of the day:
"nothing is interesting unless you think it's interesting."
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